I had to rebuild
I had to survive
I had to find a way to live again
Confused, hurt, relieved, NUMB!!
I had to find a way not to die again.
Spiritually I couldn't take this again. How the hell did I get back into this?
How did I not see the signs
How did I not know what was before me
When he called me a bitch
When he through things at me
When he would come home the next day
When he would have girls texting his phone
I saw it, didn't want to except it
Back 2 life
Back 2 reality
I am amazing!!!
I am strong
I am worth it!!!
Realizing my worth was the day I got my life back
This beautiful woman staring back at me
I saw her filled with scars and fresh wounds
She placed her hand on the mirror
She looked at me with that save me look
I'm looking at her trying not to cry.
I look up and down and count all the scars and wounds
I told her it will get better
I looked at her and said Theres still life after death
The only way is up
Fear creeps up and i start to breathe heavy
Afraid of getting up is crawling up my neck.
Fear of failing is in my face
My heart takes over,
My spirit comes alive
I hear a whisper
'No weapon formed against me shall prosper"
I get up
Wipe my tears
Look in the mirror this time with fire in my eyes
and I look at her again
and say Back 2 life, Back 2 Reality!!!