I learned through my many experiences over the past few years that there is no blue print to life. Even if someone shows you theirs, yours will be completely different. I often wondered why my life is the way it is, still as I am getting stronger, as I found who I am as a woman, I still think of why? and when?
Why do I keep allowing my self to get in these situations and why does God allow it?
When will my real breakthrough happen?
When will all my suffering end and when will I start to live?
Time after time I hear God telling me when I stop being the victim,
When I cry it out and keep getting back up
When I allow these experiences push me to grow then to be bitter.
As I heal I am able to talk more about what I have been through, I know my testimonies will help others but I wanted to make sure that I was healed.
I wanted to make sure that I knew exactly what I was up against.
Being transparent isn't an issue, I know my life is filled with a purpose, I wanted to make sure that I was ready and sure that whatever I said was to inspire and didn't come from a place of hate or sorrow. I wanted it to come from a peaceful place and most of all a place of strength
My advice for you today, LIVE, SMILE and if you have cry, do it!!
but make sure the end of those tears are tears of healing and releasing.
stepping closer to being better and stronger.
There is no blueprint on how to handle life, and that is ok, your story is that amazing and unique.
Build your thoughts to be stronger and more positive, you want your ending to be amazing not filled with sorrow.
Today write on a piece of paper....
" My Life will get better and I'm not giving up this time"