How many of us can really be confident enough to post a picture like this?
I can honestly say I would only do it to inspire. I have always been insecure with my body. Since I was a young teenager. It's just something that started by myself. I never had anyone bully me or call me fat or ugly. I just looked in the mirror and didn't like what I saw. It was if I was meant to see something else. And I know I know love what you have. And I do. I appreciate my weight, I appreciate that I don't have serious bad health issues. However, I do suffer with one health issue that controls my whole life and I truly believe plays a big part in why I am so hard on myself.
I have Hypothyriodism and I can't begin to tell u all how many symptoms it comes with. Two important ones is depression and weight gain. I have always suffered with extreme weight change. I gain weight, lose weight but mainly I have gained weight without even eating a lot. After having my second son I swelled up so bad. And I can't begin to express how insecure and I started to feel again. I haven't felt that way in years. Glad that my loving boyfriend was supportive and tried to always tell me I was still beautiful. BUT it wasn't enough because I looked in the mirror and instantly became very sad.
Insecurity is serious. It's hard to deal with and its definitely not easy to talk to anyone about. But it's ok to admit it. My plan is to work out and get some plastic surgery. You might not agree but it's MY CHOICE. I want to look how I want to look. I don't want to look a certain way for my boyfriend, for society! I want to look in the mirror and love what I see and if I have to get some lipo then I will. I know for sure I want a tummy tuck. My two boys gave me some battle scars. Lol.
Ladies try to love the skin your in. Embrace it. I love who I am. I love a lot of my features and changing some things doesn't mean I hate myself. Just means I want to enhance what I have already. It's not bad to want to change some stuff. As long as your doing it for YOU. Dont care what society thinks or the people ur around. If you love how u are then walk with your head up high. If u want to change some things then go right ahead. But above all. LOVE YOURSELF!!!!