This is more like Wisdom Thursday.... :/
to be honest with you ladies, I have my days where I am so motivated that I feel like nothing can stop me and then I have my days where I cant even get out of my bed. There is a lot that play apart to that but if you haven't been keeping up with my blogs you should after this one...lol... but I have just been really trying to move on with life and live without a man that I truly thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I wouldn't have had kids with him if i didn't think so. So I still have some days where it hurts. Now I am getting better, I am feeling happier, I am starting to see a brighter future and I am becoming more ok with the fact that, He just wont see what I see. But there are some days where I just want to kick his butt...lol... Learning that sometimes you have to let someone lose what they have to appreciate what they had and if they don't come back then they weren't meant for you. I am putting my foot down and showing him its all or nothing and more then ever as a man you will love and respect me the way I am a woman of God first DESERVES!!! If I lose him because he doesn't want to see that well then I know my awesome God has an amazing man for me and I am trusting God all the way this time.
Anyways smh I really didn't want to write long, its been so hectic but I want to thank you all for your patience, but please always come on here for the videos, I literately make it a priority to put new videos every day. Its the writing that becomes a challenge because I am taking care of my kids mostly by myself, working, and taking care of my home. I don't mind it but I have my days where I am overwhelmed. What pumps me up is that I will be able to prove to myself and my ex that I will never fall and I will always succeed. I am very proud of myself and thats all that matters right now. I can't be good for my kids, if I'm not, and now I started this 30 day challenge and it's been kind of hard but I want to look my best again. I have been struggling with my weight for 2 years and it's time I get it in control. If you want more info follow me on FaceBook (Julievet Figueroa) and my group chat is called "30 day challenge "and join... Hope you ladies had a good day sorry for the late post again. and see you for my fav FABULOUS FRIDAY!!